SHE. HER.

Sunday, December 14, 2008

right now sitting inside gwc's mac. freaking cold.

someone outside is smoking.
such a pretty girl smokes ! damn. what's world becoming.
can this world be a better one if no one smoke. what's good about it?
it only harms you! health problem everything.

what are they thinking inside? what are the people around me is thinking?
i wish i could read people mind.

i want to stop being miss nice. but i cant .

nobody appreciate.

i want to hit it young. strike it young.

but someone revealed that busy people successful people had short life.

today.

Sharon is defeated at 4.23pm. totally. nobody knows and understands.

lesson learnt: the higher you hope, the greater disappointment you get.

how come i nv keep this in mind.

shag. right now at great world city passing time. haha. ya. mind u. pass time! no la. doing some stuffs.

where is the right time and chance? next year? next 5 years or next 10 years !

just kill me.

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

Aha! yesterday first paper. WSD web services development. was an alright paper. i was so pek chek at one point of time. cos i tot my database lost. den need to type again. heng still there.

today Stats paper.
woke up at 630am to study. reached school at 10am.
bloody hell. feel like slapping that bitch behind me. u think i was on purpose to step on ur XXX. do u need to kick back. f la. irritatied.

then ya. finally 2 papers down. 3 more to go!
jia you jia you.

tml financial management accounting.

o ya! today after test, went 2148 and collect my offer letter.
that is 1st good news.
IN!

2nd good news is I received a call from XXXXX . omg. want to know what's XXXXX?
haha. er next week see how it goes. if got any good news from them, will let u all know. *excited.

then trained to TPY. meet up with jasper and pass him the books.
then to Popular and bought two driving books yup.
then to Subway and bought SUBWAY MELT meal.

back home ate my mean and work a while. den here i am.

gtg study le. bye.

yea. all in all. today is a happy day!

Sunday, November 30, 2008

omg.

yesterday night was really eye opening to me!

Jing Lin brought me to networking dinner. it's so cool can.
interact and mingle.

anyways, just a update on myself these few days.

friday typically school day from 8am. dismissed at 440pm. in between lesson were duper boring cos we did nothing much in fact. kinda waste my time la.
alright. after school meet up with chee cheng. passed me the book and $.
den train-ed home. wasnt sure if i would be having dinner with my bro and his new gf.

received a sms from Enzo Seah. dinner wih him lo.
ate at Ajisen ! dunno why he dun lik. mayb not filling to him. but to me, i like it!
pastamania long queue. if not, we will have that right !
too bad.

talked about random stuff and my tattoo! though it faded. heh.
then walked around. to toy out post.
then he was kinda fascinated about the toys yup.
shortly went basement and get my footwear. then saw sherynn and her shop. :)

there's so many things i want to do and get.
namely:
PDA Phone
A Haircut
A Hairdye
Manicure and Pedicure
Tattoo.

basically all about grooming ! haha.

if possible, i would like to give it a try to photoshoot. (=

alright back to networking dinner..
we were on time though miss wang went home and change. and did her make up and stuff.
walked around in west coast plaza with kay hwa first before Jing Lin drove us to east coast.

i am still scare of her driving skills. =x
er. 0kie. lucky draw. i tio first one among kay hwa and jing lin. -.-
then everyone gotten something.
the host for the event do have a sweet tongue har.
v nice compliment from him.

he said if he were seeing double. cos Jing Lin went up and get the lucky draw gift. then the host said why u get again. so he tot she was me. anyway, he said he remember pretty girl. so in short, he was saying Jing Lin and me were pretty. dunno if you all get it.

den yup. eat, drink cocktail, chat, aution.

stayed around for a while after it ended.

home sweet home.

PS: miss wang drove me home first. thanks yo !

december is a busy month for me and many months ahead.
i like the way my life is now.

but maybe.... hmmm..

Thursday, November 27, 2008

When things break down you just have to feel your way through.”

I wear red, cos that’s my favourite colour and I look alive in red? I gawk at chocolates cos I can’t resist the temptation of favourite taste in the world. I go for long walks, in a sea of unknown faces. All by myself.

One has no choice but to cling on to one’s sanity as people let you down, inevitably. One by one. There are a few things you can count on in life: CHANGE, heartbreaks, DISAPPOINMENT, death. And the waiting is always the hard part.

I folllow my silhouette with a sense of detachment.

And just when I thought it couldn’t get any better.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Checkmate.
I lost.
In fact I have never won so far.
I really do not mind losing, I just ask for a chance to stand back on my feet again and please please let me fight.
Give me your strength and your wisdom
and I shall not fear.
In life you win some you lose some.
don’t rob me
of my will to live
my faith in one’s innocence
and
the privilege to be loved.
This is an amazing voyage.
With all my heart I thank YOU.

That one day you will be set free. You too can fly fly fly away, someday.
That you will be forgiven and you will in turn learn to forgive.
That you will learn to love again and be surrounded by family and friends who love you.
I pray that you will no longer need to lie.
And that you will finally lead the life you have always dreamt of.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

well, i guessed i made the right choice/decision. this time round.
i dont wanna regret. in life.

say me too ambitous. whatever. i don care.
i dont live for others. i live for myself.

my life should be a roller coaster.

today went for interview for the course i wanted.
interviewer is my GEMs teacher. how great.
week 6 results out. meaning next week.

how u treat people now, people will repay you back in the future.

now i really know who is really my true friends.

they are the one who would be there when you need them. no matter what. no matter if u fall, they would be there. they would be constantly reminding u to do this, not to do that . for your own good.
and i saw a few. i appreciate that.

please encourage me instead of pulling me down.

but there is also some people who are fake. those who talks no action.
those who stabs u in the back. those suckers. get lost in my life, would u?
yes.

heartfelt thanks to friends who showed concern to me.

i am looking forward to dec 2008.
esp dec 20 and 26th.

i afraid i cant control my tears.

2008 is coming to an end soon! in about 50 days.

this also means christmas is coming and let's welcome a new year 2009.

now i know what i want. i will work towards it!

jia you, I can do it.

to people who don have goals, please at least have one.
NOW. take out one paper and pen. write down your goals.

nothing is impossible. believe in yourself.

successful. define it.

P/S: dont be a HOUSEfly be a DRAGONfly.

Ya. I will remember you if i happen to be S one day. and Yup. i will treat you! haha.

i shall not waste any more time. scale your time.

live life to the fullest. do it when you are young. do it when u have the most energy. do it for yourself.

I am just me. :)

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

i want to watch butterfly lover!

but as i can see tml is the last day if i am not wrong.

hai.

dumb ass.

wednesday got econs retest.
guess what. i havent study at all. no heart la.

yea. today be a good girl.
sleep early.

well. face it, sharon!

Face My Fears.

P/S: 007 show coming out in threatre !!! i want to watch too.

tml 11am lesson. night everyone.

christmas is coming.