SHE. HER.

Sunday, September 21, 2008

it's been a while since i last blogged.
sorry to say that i promised to blog daily.
but i didnt.

today.
just want to blogged out my feelings.

not in a very good mood.
i been thinking a lot...
anyway.
today. went to Elva's music showcase at Max Pavillion.
it was a good one!
haha. thanks to me.
cus i get the VIP seats. =D
wei ling will know what i mean.
and yup. saw Ron Teh.
er. sang total of five songs. not bad le.
three new songs and two old songs.
damn freaking nice. i like.
instill a lot of feelings and emotions within me.
well. ard 10pm ended.
trained home with wei ling. chatted a lot. as i told her. i want to drink.
but then she advised not to.
cus that would only make me feel more sorrow.
and i somehow i agreed.
what to do?
dun ask me what happened cus i dont really wanted to sae.
if you are really concern and care about me, at least drop me some enouragement or something.

tueday to friday wont be in spore le. going overseas. don miss me peeps.
sat flea market.
sun mother's birthday.

PS: all this have nothing to do with my result for your info. don think too much ppl.

my hard work is not worth this shit.

tell me straight. don beat about the bush.

customers are not always correct and right.

hai.

i havent even got time to buy my stuff for overseas training camp.

i hope this trip will make me stronger. mentally and physically.

moreover, this trip is not for leisure. hai.

er. that's about it. 130am le.

right now i am working.

ya. working.

k gtg.

anyway, my loved ones please accept me for who i am.

cus i am like that.

i don really want to change.

old sharon or new sharon.

i really dun now.

love me for who i am.

hate me if u don.

i choose to be a bad person for everyone else happiness.

ahh!

okie. i feel much better typing it out.

er. just trust me.

for without trust, u can don count on me.

with trust, there is result and i will show it.

actions speak louder than words.

bye everyone.

people will know who i really am if you really know me really well.

and till now...

er.

k la.

BYE.

back to work.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

sometimes i feel silence is golden…sometimes words of concern can be felt from the heart…
no need for words spoken…calls to be made…
words to be returned..
if care n concern is always right here in our hearts, feel it rather than hear it.
yes..simple happiness is the best gift…
we dont complicate things but we try to understand n cope with them
cos no man is an island and i hope u understand.

remember, everything has its solution; u can do it! have faith in yourself and try yr best=) thats the least u can do for yrself=) no regrets!=))
so lets ganbette everybody!!
loadsof-love,sharon=)

hello everyone, I am back in action!
alright. I will try to blog daily if I could.
I know there's a few loyal readers. LOL.

nothing much la today. reached Jing Lin's house today at 4pm. and she was asleep in room. left Kay Hwa outside wrap the TFY with BJ and slot BM in the book.
we 2 chit chat till we woke her up. haha. she said we were v noisy.
then i realised GB web downtime since 2 plus pm. kinda slowdown le. den cannot view. oh gosh. neither can we access email.
hmm. so we pack book lo. crap around.
shortly, Jing Lin teach me do sales for new system. then ard 540 we go take bus. to clementi station and meet with Calista, Farhan, Rasyidah and Ke Jun.
after that 640 i left to bukit batok to meet Li Qing.

then trian-ed to bishan and met up with benjamin.
hsh.
nothing i can do with the web downtime.
so i keep on listening music. and one of the member i know through LTC pm me and send me quite a number of nice song.

one song i recommend would be 'Bye Bye' by Mariah Carey.

today supposed to go Jamie's house with Wei Ling. but !
someone dun eat sweet thing. so no baking ! hai. sian. kinda looking forward and then lik that. nevermind.

i hope next month 3rd monday we get to go ajisen? but then school would be reopen-ed.

i need/want a good break ! but it's all worth while.

I seriously hate liars. and people who are v 'action' and fake.

exam result out in 2 days time.

Monday, September 08, 2008

i think the machine inside of me went crazy.
yesterday i was trying to send some PSD file to JL via email.
wth. it took bloody long.
so instead of waiting infront of my laptop. i went to sofa and get 'some' rest at 2am plus.
when i woke up, it's 5am plus. oh gosh. never switch off laptop plus didnt send the file.
so in a status of zombie, not knowing what am i doing. i sent the PSD file via yousendit.
and off to sleep again at 530 like that if i am not wrong. supposed to eat mac breakfast with stephaine. but due to serious lack of sleep. i sms her at 5 plus am and told her i cant acc her.
and the next moment i opened my eyes, it's 8am le !
so i quickly go bath and prepare. leave hse at 845 lik that.
as usual late lo.
930 then reach.
well, my teacher patricia. She quite pro.
know to do a lot of dishes.
hmm. today i learnt how to bake cupcake !!!
so happy la. quite thrilled and excited too.
cus i love cupcakes. HAHAHA.
den i dodo lo. my eyes crossed. did one wrong step.
i poured the vanilla essence in the flour. =x
which dry and wet ingredients should not mix tgh.
0kie then jamie, stephanie and me happily do the cc.
den yup. after that put to oven and etc.
well, patricia taught us a lot and gave a lot o tips to us.
think she quite loaded ba. see her house know le.
after that we did some deco on cc.
alright around 1245 we leave. hmm. never did i think sylvia, li ting , amelia and kar wai also signed up for cc lesson. but it's afternoon slot.
lucky us. if not it's like a class attending the cc lesson.
told jamie about DG thingy.
hai. never did i think he is such a person. really disappointed with him.
den we walked to kovan station train-ed to outram. before parting with jamie.
she going bugis while stephanie and i going IMM.
thanks her for acc. but actually can say it;s not acc cus she is waiting for her bf to knock off from ITP.
then so we went foodcourt and ate.
and AGAIN chatted about DG's issue.
super mad when i mentioned even the name.
and i really must thanks stephanie!!! and jamie also.
cus she gave a lot of advises.
anyway, after eating. we went to mac. and meet tommy.
first impression of him not bad. not like lin wei and de guy.
then i told him about our situation and bla bla.
good. after a while, stephanie left and i was alone at mac doing some stupid photoshop thingy.
headache. around 6 plus pm my head was spinning. seems like lack of oxygen.
when i was choosing whether to go JL's house or back home, i decided to head home.
my head cannot take it. and i was in not a good mood.
so ya. headed home via train.
reached home. ate my dinner. watched superband.
tata!
that's all for today.

tml going patricia's house again!!! :)