SHE. HER.

Monday, March 31, 2008

Big responsibilities are a big part of your day, and although you might feel some pressure from above, don't worry about being held to unrealistically high standards. Those who are judging your performance know the real story, and they know that you are doing your best -- which is all they ask for. A few curveballs will be tossed your way, but your reaction time will be fast today. You'll be able to adjust to changes without missing a beat.

Just do your best.

well, today work morning shift.
first to reach followed by tini, zari.
yati supervisor came to relief bee bee lo. for today and tml only.
late a bit. sam brought her there..
this stupid gay sam !
he transferred to VIVO. with Yati lo.
alright.
we already HIT TARGET 58 K yesterday !!!
=DD
great. extra $$$~~~
den sales were very good today. by 12noon alr 900 $ lik that le.
went break with serene, nad and BRENDAN !
like finally !!!
he came down find us. i think actually serene asked him come down to acc her for her break. in the end, so many ppl break tgt.
HAHAHA.
had LJS at marina square.
BRENDAN treat me and serene ANDERSEN'S ice cream !
thanks dude !
den after break , went back store.
me, brendan, nad used tini staff purchase.
i bot my flip flop at 11 $. =P great bargain.
den nad bot some tee and brendan bot his wallet.
40 % discount !!! damn shiok.
den 6pm i knocked off. asked zari if he want his andersen's.
he said nevermind.
of cos la. cus brendan just treated him.
den i go off to convention centre body shop up to 70% off sales !!!
bot QUITE a lot thing !
perfume oil, body lotion, body scrub, cleanser, freshner and etc.
guess how much i spent ?
freakking 65 plus $.
woooooooooo. i am li hai de lo.
who cares.
den i off to take train to somerset to meet enzo baby in town for movie at the first place.
but sky of love is as hot as hunks. sold out !!!
didnt manage to catch it.
so we went shopping at heeren and had late dinner at cine instead.
anyway, the dinner at BBQ CHICKEN over at B1 was fantastic.
cus i ordered the popcorn chicken thingy and drink. a combination.
looked dope.
photo would be out soon and u will noe why.
so BIG.
drink was not finished.
BTW, their chicken was like KFC standard.
den after that go heeren levis to buy my shoes !!!
HOHOHO.
I am so0o0o0o0o0o happy lar.
bot levis shoe. black de. very stylo. i like it very much.
show u all the photo next time.
ma fan de sales person. i tried on the 3 shoes i took a liking for.
in the end, bot the first one i tried.
actually the other two oso quite like it. but then...
someone say first one nicer. a bit rugged look..
den off to centrepoint to look for hao peng you.
jia xia !
luckily she still dere.
den passed her de popcorn combo voucher which i dint use.
let her use lo c i so good.
hahaha.
actually is tml expire alr la.
den chit chat a while.
train-ED home with her .
everytime my conservations with her would be very funny.
i would LMAO all the way back home.
back home. luckily my mum was asleep...
if else she say so many thing.. she will murder me.
LOLS.
k la.
gtg sleep.
tml working full shift !

bye and nights. -o-

Sunday, March 30, 2008

A game of follow the leader is in the works, but you shouldn't play. Go it alone.

A game of 'follow the leader' is in the works today, but you shouldn't be too interested in playing it.
Going along with someone else's plans and doing what someone else tells you to do is not your idea of fun right now. Instead, you should strike out on your own.
You should remind yourself that you are not a sheep. You are UNIQUE -- reinforcing that truth will ignite your sense of purpose.

Take The Lead.

30/3/2008
last day working with serene and zari ! not forgetting my supervisor, bee bee !
will miss them dam lots !!!
will be treating donuts !
tml work morning shift 10-6pm. after that go catch sky of love.
i know i am slow in catching this VERY touching movie.
shall update after tml.
gtg sleep.
i want to buy a lot a lot of thing !!!
hope tini can give me use the staff purchase to buy de levis shoe.

31/3:
last day of my favourite month. and april is coming. which means school starting in two weeks time.
would be working full shift this day.
last day working with ain, tini and nad!
miss them too. cus dey are so0o0o0o0 funny. i wont forget their dirty yellow jokes.
and dey dance and sing to the music.

to jia xia:
if u going parkway to find ryan, ask me along! cus my senior ain working there too. =)

k bye.

Saturday, March 29, 2008

Respect is something that is difficult to earn, but oh-so-easy to lose. To make sure you keep yours for yourself, don't compromise any of your beliefs, today. People will see you standing up for your principles and admire you all the more for it. If you feel you are losing respect for someone you used to hold in high esteem, give them the benefit of the doubt. Consider outside influences as a big factor in the changes they have been going through. Give them one more chance.

in short:
Don't compromise your beliefs -- people will notice and admire you for it.

YEA.
gotten pay !!!
but not 1 K exactly. nevermind.
i will. sometime.
today worked full shift.
had break with serene again~
takeaway mac den she bot her tom yam thingy.
after eating, still have 30 idle mins.
so we went MARINA SQUARE to collect stock.
was shocked when we walked out store. cus sensor beep.
so different from our sound.
otw back... saw audrey.
stalked us and promoting her contact lens roadshow...
anyway, serene wanted to go in GAP.
BUT sensor BEEP again !
so pai seh !!!
den we were still wondering wanna go in not. in the end, we didnt lo. den make way back to store.
shortly, serene go to bugis to relief.
sales was VERY GOOD.
2.5 K !
great. if sat and sun each day 2 k . confirm hit target le.
BTW , there were agruements for the commission thingy.
i think the full timer misunderstood. and i also.
well...
MAJOR RESHUFFLEMENT.
didnt affect me though. i still stay at SUNTEC.
while the rest all transferred out. w.e.f 1st april !
ain will be going to parkway, nad to centrepoint, tini to taka, bee bee to airport tem 2 and lastly serene and zari quitted.
sad. i am the only part-timer staff left.
sup will be ruby from MARINA.
hopefully with new combination of staff... sales must maintain the standard or higher.
jia xia stayed at centrepoint also. with her sup ryan to parkway. which means he will work with AIN.
den andy from bugis to centrepoint for sup.
gay !!!
tml ! O-F-F !!!

mayb meeting enzo baby for movie sky of love and dinner.
make-up japanese lesson cancelled due to camelia cant come and sadly wei ling;s grandma passed away.

YEA.
G-U-I-T-A-R

and i think most likely i will treat my colleauge donuts !!!

on a higher SHOPPING SPREE !!!

bye world !

Friday, March 28, 2008

today is pay day !
hopefully it's 1 K !!!
HAHAHA.
yesterday was too tired so i dozed off with my laptop on AGAIN.
k la.
met up with serene at city hall station. tgt we go RC levis to collect stocks for my customer.
had break with her also.
shilin chicken prices rose !
wt ~ now it's 3.50 $. 30 cents more. lols.
think gotta get donuts for serene and zari on 30th.
their last day. zari wan andersen's !!!
everyday will hear him say 'u owe mi andersen's" =P
fat hope. c how first.
brendan bluff us. never come see us de lo..
ever since march 14 i didnt see him. this ah pui !
serene called him that nick. so cute !
anyway, was dragged into this bra shop in suntec. i forget what izzit called. start with letter "L".
and that dress serene fancied is super nice. next time i go try.
pai seh leh. a bit revealing ~
thanks to the last two china ger and a ang moh. push our sales to 1.5 k today!!!
need ard 6 more K !!! JIA YOU. for extra 200$ !!!
full timer gotta gave us part timer 50 bucks each.
SO GOOD. which mean for feb pay additional 200 $.
hopefully this month march same thing applies too.
Yea. can buy the things i LONGED for.
my guitar !!!
serene is mad. i asked her how much was her guitar .
she said 500 $. yamaha brand !!!
her dad promised to buy her a car when she reached 18 next year.
so envy lar !!!
oh ya. today i worked afternoon shift. tini changed with me.
she said she owe mi one morning shift. but nvm lar.
tml !
afternoon shift changed to full shift.
actually bee bee wants me go vivo relief from 930-2.
but serene wanna go.
serene tml v busy.
work 3 places. vivo, suntec and bugis outlet.
thanks bee bee for treating us MAC ice cream !

p/s: i miss you very much. >.<

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

nice right? i ate this dessert today at bugis.

if this car is mine. i wish so0o0o0o!
my cute cousin jeff !
his 5th birthday !!!

strawberry snow ice from HK CAFE.

Now is not the time to be wishy washy about how you feel. Say it to their face.

You should always think before speaking, just don't think for too long !
There is a fine line between mulling things over and putting things off. If you don't pounce on a hot opportunity, it will cool off. Or worse, someone else will beat you to the punch. It might seem like a good idea to weigh all the pros and cons, but it's not.

If your gut tells you to go for it, then you should go for it.
Faster action will get you quicker rewards.

today worked afternoon shift. serene is so0o0o0o clever . she know my sore eye was fake on sunday. LOLS. bee bee my sup tot i eye infection. den i say maybe lo. =X

had break with serene-tino~ at bugis. we walked all the way to bugis from suntec. pro right. had mixed rice over at one coffeeshop. cheap ! we ate for around 15 minutes in order to shop a bit at bugis. den accompanied her to levis at bugis. den bot our bbt at sweet-talk. she had peach red tea and as usual i order milk tea ! den we go find bee bee our sup. she also having break at bugis but 15 minutes later than us. hmm.. SCANDAL ! she and de sup from bugis so secretly... we wanted to sit beside them while waiting for them to eat dessert tgt de. but she asked us to go eat first. AFFAIR !!! so serene and me go eat lo. den i had the above dessert. the first pix ! looked nice right. den we finished eating walk back to suntec lo. we left dey go eat ! den serene and me so LOL. cross road kept running and screaming de lo. den we walked inside the shaw house. OMG. so creepy la. can hear echoes !!!

sales were pretty bad towards evening. but thanks to serene lar ! her sales 1 k ! anyway, ruby and sam came to take stock from us. raffles city de also. suddenly lik gathering. so many ppl.. anyway, till now sales is ard 49.5K $. great !!!

hope can hit target. 58k !!!

jia you. need around 10 k. if remaning weekday each day 1.5k and weekend 2 k den can le. so happy. heard that we will get pay on 28th !!!

YEA. my 1k pay !!! but jia xia told me through OCBC is 28th. POSB is 29th ! dunno true not. who cares. ASAP ! so LOL. jia xia so gong ! nets is not the same as POSB lar.

i want my guitar !!! i must faster bring jia xia go see. den she will be tempt to buy. den i had companion for guitar classes ! school starting soon ~! YEA. new classmate and old friend together in a class. excited.

I WANT TO GO SHOPPING.

I WANT TO watch sky of love.

I WANT to dye my hair.

I WANT to eat andersen's or ben and jerry's ice cream!

I WANT to go K BOX.

I WANT to be with you.

till then.

gtg sleep. tml ! worked full. tini coming back. heard that she very small size. sian lar. serene and zari OFF. beebee urgent leave. left me, nad, ain, tini and relief sup from lucky plaza.

k bye.

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

tomorrow gotta start busy with work again~.
25/3- afternoon shift
26/3- full
27/3- morning
28/3- afternoon
29/3- off but got japanese lesson in de afternoon
30/3-morning
31/3-full

today off. two days never go work.
my sales sure lose to her.
BOO.
need to catch up !!!

just one more week.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO AMANLINA AND SIEW PING !!!
=DD
yesterday were their 20th and 19th birthday respectively.
k gtg.

Monday, March 24, 2008

i am not acting. i really do love.
can we just like before? come' on.
i already apologise.
back to normal k. ((=

anyway, yesterday i went to indoor stadium to watch SPOP final !!!
a BIG thanks to jessie !
for the tickets !
it was so0o0o0o grand.
tot yf was at home watching.
HAHAHA.
den i msged her whether she was watching.
she said ya but in stadium. LOLS.
i was quite surprised.
den i sit with the JJ fc peeps there lo.
every artiste sang SUPER nice.
i like the part where fann wong sat at the moon.
yea. fa shao won !
i got vote for this song ok. =)
umbrella also not bad la but fa shao more cheeky and lively.
somemore it's tang lingyi sang de.
she really don look like she from PSS more to CSS.
i enjoyed 3 and half hour concert !
oh ya. and i think i spotted yx, jr on the stage for the opening part.
cool.

Argh. today K- boxing cancelled. due to very less person.
nevermind. we still gt chance.
bye.

Sunday, March 23, 2008

i decided to give work a miss today.
very sorry to my colleauge.
fake sick. in order to watch SPOP GALA CONCERT GRAND FINALE tonight.
yesterday i was the top sales !
1.2 plus K !!!
but for what uses man?
read jia xia's blog and i realised world is so cruel, ironic, contradicting and fake..
why so competitive?
why compare?
why !?
the only cure when i facing such situation or feeling down is immersed myself in music.
music let mi forget everything temporary, not to remember all those stuff.
sing it out loud !
i admit i am very sentimental and emotional person.
i cry as i deem, laugh all my might as i want.
dont hold ur feelings inside your hearts.. let it go.
tell someone. it would feel better.
although i say all these, me myself don do this.
what a loser, weakling ! whatever.
endure, ger!
just few more days.
and all the hardship will be over.
anyway, christopher tend to blurt out his problems with his ger to me.
i always listen and give him advises.
hope everything is fine between them. =)

f. i cant go street jazz classes. and i dunno when is the next intake. perharps june or july.that's so00o0o0o0o0o longgggggggg !
now i hope i can really go in the guitar class for my GEMs.
only 40 person can get in.
divided into three days. each six time slot i think.
which means my slot only two lucky person could get in if i am not wrong.

where is my 好朋友？
一两个就够了，但是连我自己都不知道他们真正是谁。

好久，連話都說不出口。
很抱歉我的沉默。
我會回去的。
敢愛就放縱一下吧。
受傷？
管他的。
值得的。
啊，謝謝你無言的祝福。。
這次，我選擇相信。

On ya!!!
My dear friends, run run run for it.
No more questions no more doubts.
STOP STALLING FOR TIME.
Learn a new language,
step into unknown territory,
get a grip on life.
FALL MADLY IN LOVE.
dream
embrace
cry
mourn
then pick up the broken pieces of your heart and move on.
It cannot get any better, nor worse.
Don’t we all die in lightness?

how does one say goodbye?

Say it with love. It is hard to say goodbye, but it is time to move on….

“Love is what we are born with. Fear is what we learn. The spiritual journey is the unlearning of fear and prejudices and the acceptance of love back into our hearts. Love is the essential reality and our purpose on earth. To be consciously aware of it, to experience love in ourselves and others, is the meaning of life. Meaning does not lie in things. Meaning lies in us. -Marianne Williamson

Treasure the love in us, and continue loving..

Saturday, March 22, 2008

to someone:
if u happen to read or come across this post.
i am here to tell you i am sorry for the assumptions i had made last time. >.<
i haven't heard from u since like my birthday..
and it;s kinda weird not seeing you online late nights like you always do in the past. i know u have do something with my contact.
no matter what, i hope we are still friends alright.
all the best to you for tomorrow's night.
take care of ur health.
hope to see ya and heard from you really soon.

xoxo

current mood: down and no mood.

Thursday, March 20, 2008

You have to give as much as you take in life. Finding a balance requires sacrifice from time to time. But finding a balance will help you find contentedness.

yesterday was in sch helping to tender CCA (make-up artistie club) booth in conjuntion with the enrollment thingy.
supposed to reach at 8am. but it's to0o0o0o early.
laze in bed till 8am den 9 plus left house. reached at 10 plus 11.
until 2 plus 3 wei ling came.
thanks ger !
or else i will be bored to death.
hopefully a new batch of promising make-up artisite join us in this coming CCA drive.
28-30th april is the day.
ard 5pm.. we packed. and put the things in clubhouse tgt with lin keong from welfare service club.
den we are off to orchard !
wee~
accompained this xiao jie to shop for some cosmetics over at takashimaya.
but in de end, she didnt buy due to some reasons.
then this xiao jie go find her friends in taka levis girl.
she chatted very long with her frens.
then camelia came.
walk-ED to cine. den i off to meet Enzo Baby.
he late ~~~
ohgoodness.
so i bot the tickets for rule #1 for 920pm show.
slacked ard for 30 minutes den he came.
went HK cafe again~
shortly we went up and catch this SCARY movie.
VERY scary.
and bloody. worth to watch if u dun mind and not afraid.
really suitable for those with strong hearts and mainly guy i think.
cus got one scene female see le will think twice about having baby.
freak!
so many scenes so ghostly.
in swimming pool and cinema !!!
and not forgetting the eyes .
and this is the scariest movie i had watched so far.
the last one is silk.
okok. dun say this movie liao. but u guys should watch to know how i feel.
den after the show, quite late alr.
11plus pm.
train-ED home.
thanks for sending me home once again.

today:
work afternoon shift.
ain and serene off. nad fever sick go home early.
den left zari, bee bee and me.
sales was pretty good and i am glad.
hais. i know i am at the fault . for not greeting this angeline !
then my supervisor kena 'butter' by her yesterday morning in the office lo.
but as u can see my sales is not bad what.
catching up with nad..
it's just 6 bucks more to win her u noe !
i think this month can hit the 58k target ba.
till now it;s ard 35 k.
left 13 k.. if everyday 1.2k den can le.
HAHAHA.
=DD

i am very troubled. who can help me.
my street jazz class ! my guitar ! my GEMs !
my work. my studies. my ccaS.
my friend. my family. my loved one.
7 days a week is not enough.
soon it will be gone.
tell mi lar! how to strike a balance.

my confidence level drop to ZERO!
where is the old me.

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Helping others get to where they want to be will make me feel proud of myself.

Not everyone has the opportunities you've had, which will be all too obvious.

The imbalance around me is really starting to annoy me, but the good news is that I can do something about it! Helping others get to where they want to be in their life will make me feel better, and will show others in my situation that being generous is a good thing to do.

By lending a helping hand (by donating clothing, money, or your time), you will give yourself something else to be proud of.

well. my time management sucks big time now.
regarding 23 and 28th march !
die~.

these few days been working..
sunday full shift. mon morning shift and today afternoon shift.
tomorrow is my off day. like finally?
NAH.
saturday was my off day too but i spent my morning for japanese lesson.
afternoon with wei ling and jia xia.
waited for them to have break so tat i can have my late lunch. den jia xia to knock off so that she can acc me shopping !
jia xia scold me crazy !!!
cus she said i should be at home resting since it;s my off.
BOO.
espirit hoodie !!! wait for me. dont sold out please.

anyway, would be catching the fifth movie with Enzo Baby tml.
let me recall..
first one is kung fu dunk
2) CJ7
3) deathnote: the last name
4) step up 2

but before meeting him need to go sch for tendering the CCA booth for my cca lo.
make-up artistie club !!! =)
u see.. off no rest AGAIN.
then thurs: afternoon shift 2-10pm
fri 21/3 public holiday: full shift 1030-10. YEA. 9 $/hr
sat 22/3: 10-1pm japanese lesson 2-1opm working.
sunday jia lat la. HOW !?

Saturday, March 15, 2008

my mind is full of ur images.
my mouth is full of ur name.
my ears listen to all the music u like.
my eyes only look at you.

i XXXX you.

it represents LOVE 吗？
or MISS or WANT or RUN TO or WAIT or HATE???

Friday, March 14, 2008

Conflicts may arise, but they won't be as bad as you fear.
Don't wait to get anyone's permission to do something. Ask for forgiveness, later.

tml is yet another afternoon shift.
brendan going to treat me andersen's ice cream!
YEA.
tml he off while i saturday off. which means today is the last day i'm working with him.
he taught me a lot of things. as if he is imparting me his skills to me.
really thankful to him. as i get to know how to familiarise more for the tendering of cashier, product knowledge and how to set up the sign board stand.
HAHAHA.
nice chap la. full of craps, fun and cold jokes.
all leaving one by one. hais..
will miss them a lot and have to get used with new colleauge again~

will the rain ever stop?

there are still 17 days to get my pay.. i want to buy so much things !
one bad thing that i work morning shift is after work i will go shopping.
as i shopped, i would have the urge to buy something !
k la. have to control myself.
aiming the jacket in ESPIRT.
and i want to go K box so badly.

how i wish everyday is my birthday. or stop at that date.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Step Up 2 is a dance movie with a good message without bringing it across as too cheesy (as they usually are). The story, is no doubt, simple. However, it has several funny moments and quirky characters. However, the main attraction must definitely be in the dance moves. From street popping to hip hopping, breackdancing, ballet and salsa, Step Up 2 has the all the right moves to wow the audience. Casting a sizziling hot female lead and equally delectable male lead, I can't see where this movie can go wrong. Impressive dance and footwork, this movie should do well with the younger crowd and pleasantly surprise others who expect less from a dance movie. If you feel hesitant about catching it, this movie is worth the bucks and will keep entertained.

hmm. yesterday was MR ENZO baby birthday.

so this birthday boy got the honour to go out with ME.

alright. whole day long keep raining.

but still it didnt keep many people staying at home.

bot tickets for step up 2 movie for 530pm. and we are left with first two rows !

meet up with him at CINE.

saw wei ling and her friend at KFC. this girl got me get wet from the rain.

tot she would be in paragon working, havent break. msg, didnt reply.

called her and she was in CINE ! =.=

so i walked back to cine.

then after a while, go level 4 for movies.

it was freaking cold. and i am sorry for not bringing his present.

cus his present is sort of denim jacket. and he keep saying cold.

my wrong ~

after the movie, accompanied him to his scholl and take his books.

then to centrepoint and looked for jia xia a while.

then back to CINE for late dinner !!!

HK CAFE.

hees. naughty him take photo of me when i am browsing the menu.

we ordered many items. of which cheese baked rice with chicken chop, chicken chop with rice, prawn paste chicken, iced milk tea and hot honey green teaaa.

min spent of 30 bcks got us free fried wanton ! =D

and our table are full of foods.

stayed at HK cafe till ard 9pm.

then to paragon and find wei ling.

then to centrepoint to wait for wei ling's friend.

then train-ED home.

thanks for sending me home.

today:

working. morning shift. 1030-630pm

ain AL. nad off. BEE BEE went for meeting at 230pm. sam from marina square relief suntec.

such a gay can.

anyway, sales was bad again. v scared this month cant hit the target.

morning sales was alright. but towards the evening was gross.

then i go off at 630 lo.

i got regular customer buying jeans from me. irene !

rich lady.

otw to station, i saw irwan, ex cathay colleauge!!!

chatted a while. he seems like he had slimed down abit.

so skinny now.

HAHAHA. =p

tml ! working. afternoon shift 2-10pm

fri: afternoon shift

sat: 9-1pm japanese lesson

sun: full shift. 10-10pm

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

this is the 601st post !!!
wooooooooooooooooo.
It's ENZO baby birthday !
hAppY BiRtHdAy, dude !
later on meeting him for movies and dinner i think.

alright.
today working. 2-10pm.
brendan sprained his backbone. poor thing. cant bend down.
PATHETIC sales.
300 plus bucks for today overall.
tml, there's a high possiblity that 3 person working only.
AIN, NAD and serene. of which ain and serene full shift. nad afternoon.
brendan might take MC. bee bee on annual leave. zari and ME off.
hmmm. 5 more days for brendan's last day with us at work.
heard that he is treating andersen's ice cream to us.
12th maybe having supper with supervisor and colleauge over at newton..

YEA. finished my dou niu yao bu yao !
V nice de.
i am still strucked at romantic princess ep 10.

to stephanie: u still owe me Angela giant poster !
HAHAHA.
to xiubei: want to work? i got lobangs. think u can fufill the working hours ba and the pay is almost the same as urs in bebe last time. taker? ask me for more details. ^^

gtg sleep. it;s QUITE late.
bye.
TAKE CARE, folks.

Monday, March 10, 2008

oh wells. i am VERY gay now.
It's confirmed i gotten into MANAGEMENT.
damn happy lar.
=DD
I need to work hard for year two!!!
Be it in learning japanese language, CCAs, work or studies...
soon it would be dances, singing and playing guitar !
my commitment towards all those will never die.
time management. i have to strive a balance with friends, family and my loved one.
i feel very guilty of not going to help out for MAC, make up artisite club today.
no choice i am working today at 2pm.

BTW, yesterday i get to see the big shuai ge, wu zun.
i even get to shake hand with him and the other three casts.
i am so0o0o lucky to be the no 76 to let them autograph on the gai ban romantic princess dvds.

k. tata.
gtg prepare for work.
bye.

Inner beauty rules.

Appearance is very important to -- but not in a shallow way.
It's inner beauty and the romance of illusion that will really get you ahead.
Your outlook on life will be cheered by the very things that make your heart flutter. You will also be attracted to brighter, clearer visuals, so it's a great day to check out a new movie, go to an art gallery, or taking a walk in nature.

Soak up things that you find profoundly beautiful, not perfect (there is a big difference, and you know it).

Sunday, March 09, 2008

The road you're on may be covered in fog, but you're heading in the right direction.

Don't worry if the road you're traveling on right now is banked in fog. Sure, it doesn't feel very good to not know exactly where you are or where you are going. But where is your sense of adventure? Keep your mind open, and when you see a fork in the road (in the form of an unusual opportunity), take it without hesitation. Just go slowly and be careful not to get too far ahead of yourself. You will arrive at a very pleasant destination.

YOYOYO !
slept at 3am yesterday. woke up 4 hours later. 7am.
TIRED.
no choice. need to go earlier a bit for rehersal.
but i still later than sensei. didnt really rehers or anything.
so ya... lesson as usual. next saturday got test on 20 japanese verbs.
doubt i have time to study much..
i will try to.
all ended at ard 1pm.
train-ED with wei ling and camelia.
they alighted first at raffles den me at city hall. head towards suntec for work 2-10pm.
work work.
sales was bad bad bad for me. havent open sales even after brendan, serene and ain came back from break.
got 1 2$ alteration only.
LOLS. pathetic.
alright. it improved throughout after my break lo.
had takeaway food from 'car-four' or 'car-fu'. whatever u call it.
ate outside with zari and nad.
work work.
that's all.

tml !!! hope i can go off at 4pm.
i want to see wu zun !!!

3 moviess that i wanna catch:
SKY OF LOVE
RULE #1
STEP UP 2

=))

ps: more photos to be uploaded when i got it from siew ping.

tata!

Saturday, March 08, 2008

HAPPY BELATED 18TH BIRTHDAY TO ME !!!

你好。我是，符丽雯。
是位正在为梦想打拚的学生。

我知道我觉悟地有点迟。所以我努力，我快马加鞭。
我努力。
我是幸运的。

未来的路很艰辛，很漫长。。。。。。但，我现在每天都活得超爽！！！

梦想的力量很伟大吧。

alright. gotta know this news from jessie's sms and yuxuan's blog:
Angela’s Live @ Singapore has been rescheduled to a later date. somewhere in may.
HOPE SHE GET WELL SOON.

And i sincerely wish all my friends and family in their very good health !!!
must take care !
eat more fruits and veges ya.
avoid these five which would get u a bit of fats's fruits. papaya, durain, mango, grape and one more i forget...

yesterday and today, i was working.
6/3: Pearlyn's 20TH BIRTHDAY. my lovely cousin. currently studying in NUS. wish her all the best in her studies and get really good results and her degree.
worked afternoon shift 2-10pm.
back home. do my japanese projects. presentation tommorrow. >.<
slept at 3am.

7/3: today
worked full shift.
POWER ~~!
1030-10pm.
i was not myself today.. hais.
i guess brendan know i a bit not myself today.
i keep making noise and talked a lot.
sales was not bad. 600 plus.
serene li hai also~
before leaving at 3pm, she havent open sales when me and ain went for break.
when we were back, her sales shot up to 580 plus bucks.
*faints. in one hour time sia !!!
colleauge leaving and resigning one by one.
brendan's last day on 15th. zari on 30th. serene on 6th april.
bee bee transferred to airport.
left ME, ain and nad.
ain wants to transfer to tampines . nad mayb transfering out too !
cus Katherine called and asked where she stayed.
argh ~!
hope i go other outlets or stay lo. up to the bosses anyway.
now it;s 1am.
gotta sleep. tml need to meet grp mates for japanese project presentation rehersal at 830am.
dam early lar !
sian. ok. now go watch a bit of goong den go to sleep.
nites. -o-
oh ya. saw justina when i go break just now at suntec there.
and i BOT 3 levis jeans!!!
Yea Yea. so happy. 2 straight cut and one OB skinny type.
in the process of brok-ing now.
LOLS.
i'm working tml too! at 2-10pm..

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

YEA.

It's March 5th. MY 18TH BIRTHDAY.
great day i spent today with my BELOVED FRIENDS.
woke up as late as 12 noon. then get ready to go out.
meet xiubei, yanfei and sookchen at wisma.
wt. don't have jackplace.
so changed our plan to go HK cafe at CINE.
but otw, we saw swensens over at park hotel.
so in the end, we went in and have our brunch.
woolala!
ordered student happy hour deal.
chicken baked rice. and shared ice cream with xb, yf and sc.
ziwei and peishan meet us at a later time.
dey came. chit chat. ate ice cream.
after that, we went heeren and shopped around a while.
sookchen bot her cap. =)
then dey all headed towards mrt station.
ziwei got chalet, xiubei got trg, sookchen go home, yanfei go meet someone and peishan go wdls civic centre to study !

then i headed towards centrepoint and find jiaxia. she havent knock off~
den i waited a while. train-ed to dhoby station.
meet up with siew ping, pearly, qing ling and sing yee.
HAHAHA.
sing yee cheated my feeling!
she said she cant make it.
bluff me ar.
she told me at first ask all to bluff.
but they don wan. said too fake.
=DD
anyway, wei ling was late ! then shortly ignatius and his gf came.
BOO.
walked to plaza singapura. didnt noe siew ping and qing ling don wan watch movie.
planned everything nicely: watch movies at 705, eat and go home.
changed !
so we go pizza hut.
ordered a BIG pizza. shared hut;s ocean platter with wl, sy and jx.
eat and eat. chat and chat.
den pearly, jx, ql and sp said they going toilet.
so longggggggggggg sia, they havent come back. so i , wl and sy went toilet. no signs of them.
suddenly qing ling and siew ping came back and asked whether i got the ahem *.
well, i dun have.
so off they go again.
chit chat with wei ling, singyee and clement they all lo.
chatted halfway. they sang BIRTHDAY SONG.
awwwwwwwwwww. sweet.
cake popped up from behind me. and candles were already lighted up.
dey sang quite loud.
loud enough to let all the people in pizza hut to know it;s my birthday.
THANKS.
really very suddenly.
de funny part is dey forget to ask for the knife. -.-
so i used pizza hut's knife.
HAHAHA.
as usual, after singing of bday song would be make a wish and blow candles and cut cake.
den either pearly or wei ling will help to cut the cake equally.
same old rule applied.
BIRTHDAY GIRL need to eat two slice of cake and the toppings.
initially they want me to take the candle out using mouth de.
but i refused.
BTW, they gave me a red rose too.
so sweet of them.
den after that, some train-ED home as it was very late.
ME, wei ling and sing yee went ahead to CINE for movies.
leap year was nice.
every four years to meet once.. the feeling is terrible i guess.
was persuading jia xia to go watch but failed.
too bad lo. cus pearly, jia xia got work the next day and very tired.
ignatius's gf gtg home. qing ling watch movie will headache.
so after the movies, train-ED Home with wei ling and sing yee.
once again took the last second train today and yesterday.

tml meeting wei ling to go HQ for warehouse sales at 930am.
after that go paragon collect goods. then to raffles city. then to suntec for work from 2-10pm.

that;s all.

lastly i wanted to thanks all my friends listed below:
through sms at 12am
1) Enzo baby.

2) Qing Ling
3) Sookchen

today（sms）：
pearlyn and priscilla my cousin
stephanie
sing yee
xiang ting
qinbin

through msn after 12 am. ranking preference.
4) Siew ping

5) Alpha

6) sookchen

7) ziwei

8) xiubei

9) Ignatius
10) Yuxuan
11) Li ling

today :

1) sookchen

2) yanfei

3) xiubei

4) ziwei

5) peishan

6) Jia xia, pearly, siewping, wei ling, clement, qing ling.

a lot of people shake hand with me with their warmest wishes:

pearly, siewping, qingling, ignatius and his gf, wei ling, sing yee...

thanks to pearly, wei ling , jiaxia, ignatius, clement, qing ling, siew ping and sing yee for the cake, red rose and pizza hut treats !!! Love Ya All VERY much. <3

thanks pearly for working till 4 or 5, jia xia for leaving work early at 530, clement for rushing after his OT, ignatius and his gf for forking out time to come!

thanks wei ling, siewping, qing ling and sing yee for taking off !

thanks xiubei, yanfei, sookchen, yuxuan for the ESPIRIT tee, album and necklaces!

thanks ziwei for the bangles.nice one !

thanks pei shan for the hp accessories. like it a lot !!!

and last but not least brother for the angela's concert ticket and mummy;s food and ang paw.

XIE XIE.

Thank You, all my friends !!!

u all make up my life !!!

KEEP IN TOUCH, PEOPLE.

C YA ALL SOON.

TAKE CARE.

EXCEL IN EVEY THING U ALL DO.

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

it's coming !
today worked afternoon shift.
bee bee and serene off.
btw, got one guy so peacork !!!
smack him.
bot two sizes, 24 and 25 of the copper jeans same design one.
so i asked him confirm taking the same design?
he said ya. den told his friend if his friends can wear 24 den throw away size 25 de lo.
papaya sia!!!
den my colleauge said he treat money like a piece of paper only.
maddening~~

tml ! working again.
morning shift. 1030-630pm.
after that meet enzo baby at plaza singapura for dinner den movie, the leap years.

on actual day of my 18th birthday, march 5th:
meeting up sookchen, xiubei, yanfei, pei shan, li ling and ziwei for lunch.
den at 5pm go meet my poly friends, wei ling, stephanie, clement, ignatius, qing ling, jiaxia, pearly, sing yee. maybe qin bin and siew ping joining ba.

追着我跑的人是你,
改变我的人是你,
动摇我的人也是你 !

Monday, March 03, 2008

Dreams VS Practicality.

Which holds more importance?

If you'd asked me 1 year ago, I would have chosen "Dreams" because without dreams, there would be no hope, and without hope, life wouldn't be living, but rather, existing.

Now, 1 year later, I am older, having to shoulder more burdens and responsibilities.
Did I take it upon myself? Perhaps. How can I not?

Today I was faced with this question. I didn't like the answer that came out of my mouth. But I was being honest, because it was a concern.
How did I become like that? Is it age?
Have I been beaten down by reality?
Has my heart been hardened?

I hate being this way. But I was glad I was confronted with this today. Sometimes it's easy to get washed away in the hustle and bustle of life, so much so that we forget what's important to us, until someone sits you down and asks you. Then you are forced to face it instead of just bumbling along.
What do I want? What will I choose?

Perhaps things really aren't as bad as I imagine it to be.

It's true, since I have chosen my option, I just have to stick with it all the way. No backtracking. Focus on what's important, and whatever I need will follow naturally. Because the Universe will conspire to make it happen.
How could I forget that?

I'm glad I'm stubborn like that. I'm glad I've got stubborn Hope.
It is now 1 year later. In spite of circumstances, I choose "Dreams".

Whatever course you decide upon, there is always someone to tell you that you are wrong. There are always difficulties arising which tempt you to believe that your critics are right. To map out a course of action and follow it to an end requires courage.- Ralph Waldo Emerson