well.
school had reopen with a BAD start for me.
really B.A.D.
to those who know, u know how would I feel.
perharps only a few know. mind u is countable.
saturday went to work with heavy heart.
and miss wang said she know something kinda wrong with me that particular day.
i was told by her on sunday night only after i managed to tell her my situation.
she described it as color! yup color.
it was not even white. it was clear. that was what she told me.
ususally, she saw me i would be red green or blue.
so plan as usual. moving of books to my place.
it was tiring. at kay hwa's place. moving from 9th level to 6th and up again. made a few trips. pespiring like hell. it was hell lots of books.
if i m not wrong is approxi 2k of books.
then miss wang drove us to my place. reached around 6pm plus i guess.
moved 1.5 k book. made two trips. better .
anyway, they missed out 200 books. so it went to miss wang's place. haha.
saturday spent just lik this.
for sunday, i am like a wandering ghost at town. after meeting some customers and pass them the book.
i went to town for a walk.
people must think i am mad in train.
my eyes was kinda red as a result of thinking ...
so i went to border and bot one of brian tracy's book.
then to kino.well, i know he was in town too.
i think tat;s why my feet bot me to town.
mayb just mayb he was at kino at that point of time. i dunno.
mayb not also. i think too much...
sunday. not a good sunday.
that sunday night, chatted with jing lin over msn.
told her. and she shared her story.
her feelings so strong so firm.
so silly so stubborn.
but then they were in the end tgh after the third break up. and the last one lasted for like 10 months.
that;s super super long.
hai. what done cant be undone.
monday i acted as if nothing happened. as usual, be my 'cheerful' self.
tueday i think wei ling saw it through.
wednesday which is today.hmm...
i had a lot to say. but that would only made me want to have one litre of tears.
i want to sleep le. my eyes i think would be swollen ba. what ever...
people are the most sickening creatures. only treasure when u lost.
kkk. nights everyone!
